PUSHING THROUGH
Sunday, December 9
***After a very long break, I've decided to come back and continue my posts.
I want to write my heart out here, I want to feel better knowing my words have impacted someone's life or changed their perspectives. ***
After someone had asked me how old I was today, I realised that being 17 meant that I only had 3 years left till my teen years are over. A part of me was dreading the adulthood, no more free bus travel and certainly more responsibility was yet to come. However, I decided that I want to stop focusing on the bad and just see everything that comes my way as an opportunity to improve. These next two years are going to be stressful yes, but that does not mean I can't take time out to focus on my wellbeing. After all, university will be a very fulfilling journey.
I want this blog to be an inspirational space, now that might mean overcoming lots of challenges in order to write about them, but I want to be able to write by whatever means necessary about absolutely anything.
My main focus right now is trying to get where I want to be. There will be phases were nothing goes right and you'll want to give up. In all honesty, I do give up. There is no rulebook to life, no one says you have to keep pushing. You chose to believe by disregarding your health, you'll cheat your way to the end.
You will get where you want to be, but you do not need to break your happiness, your body, your sleep, even the number of meals you eat in order to get there. Sometimes, subtle sacrifices will have to be made - but you never put books before your health. I promise you, what is yours is meant to be.
I've been praying more than I normally have been and it made me realise that God has already planned your life out for you - so stop sabotaging it. Everything you go through happens for a reason. The best thing you can do is pray its the better outcome for you. If you're reading this, and you're going through problems don't feel afraid to talk to me ( you may leave and anonymous comment).
Pray you heal and pray your love for others is deeper than the oceans.
We are coming into 2019 very soon and I would love to write about my new years resolutions in the next post.
Leave a comment below on any post ideas you would like me to do - and also how are you feeling today?
